Salam ‘alaik..
Smntara menunggu ‘guest’ aku yg sdg on d way ke sini..dh siap2 dh pn nk amik diorang kt bus stop..tggu tel ni berbunyi je..hmm, terasa nk menulis kt blog ni plak..meluahkan ape yg aku rasa saat nih..
Kadang2 rasa nk stop je menulis kt sini..ye la, buat pe bgtau org ape yg aku rasa kn..x privacy lsgs la plak..but I need smthing to express my feeling..so, nk buat cmna? Hmm..sukati aku la kn..this is my blog..nk cte ape pn..it’s up to me..xkesah org nk kata ape..[aih, garang nyer tuan punya blog neh..haha]
Bulan neh aku terpaksa mengikat perut..bukannya ikat perut guna tali pinggang atau tali2 yg seangkatan dgnnya..smpai la hujung bln ni..sbbnya duit aku dlm acc tuh tinggal bape sen je..actually, dh lama jugak la aku x cek balance duit dlm acc tuh..tp aku sedar yg byk duit aku dh guna slma nih..smlm, wkt kt city..aku rasa nk pengsan n jatuh pitam je dpn mesin atm tuh..aku nk keluar 50 euro..tiba2 yg appear kt screen tuh, “the amount u required cant be processed..not enough balance” (lebih kurang la..xde la aku hafal kt screen tuh tulis ape..=p)
Mau x terkejut nyer..phm2 sndiri la bape yg tinggal..pastu aku batalkan niat utk beli brg..trus amik bas blk rumah..dlm bas..mcm2 la aku pk..nk mntak ayah duit extra, pnjam kawan2, keje part-time..adeh, nasib baik aku x pk cmna nk rompak bank..isk2, ke situ plak..xpe2, bru berniat nk buat jht..xbuat lg..hehe..
Dgn fikiran yg agak celaru tuh..aku cte la nasib aku ni kt member2..ada yg bersimpati..ada yg pelik mana plak pegi nyer duit aku selama ni..melampau2 plak boros nyer..rasanya aku xde la berboros kt mana2 selain kt Belfast ari tuh..tu pn aku spend dlm 100 pound je..hmm..ntah la..no idea..*straight face*
Pg td..cll ayah n umi..dgn ayah..biasa la..aku ckp hal2 pelajaran..ckp dh start klas ari ni..mintak resepi cmna nk msk ‘ayam msk kicap’..hehe..my father is a great cook anyway..pastu bila ayah aku pass tel tu kt umi..dh borak dlm 2-3 min..tetiba umi tya.. “cmna dok sna..byk guna duit x?” aih, xpenah2 keluar soklan duit slma nih..tetiba lak tya cukup ke x..aku dok pk..nk jwb ape..kang menipu dosa plak..
“Alhamdulillah, cukup la nk mkn..” laju je aku meluncurkan kata2 yg bukannya dtg dr hati..tp kalu nk diikutkan mmg la cukup utk mkn..kalu mkn roti setiap hari pn..aku x kesah..asalkan dpt tenaga utk study, jln2, n beribadat..umi plak mcm x caye je..siap tya lg..nk kna msukkan duit lg x..aih, ssh tul ckp dgn umi neh..nk kelentong pn x menjadi..last2, aku tukar topic cte psl gmbar calligraphy yg aku send thru email tuh..hehe..berjaya gak aku melupakan umi ttg topic duit neh..=D
K..now it’s time to talk how I feel at this moment..hmm, wpun aku tau xde duit skang neh..alhamdulillah, Allah bg aku ketenangan hati..aku xde la risau smpai pening2 kpla..n bukannye aku nk buat2 cool..tp aku tau yg Allah sntiasa ada bersama hamba2Nya yg bersabar..bgs gak xde duit neh..xde la aku nk berbelanja sewenang-wenangnya pasni..leh diet jugak bila xdpt nk mkn bermewah2..xde la family aku terkezut melihat perubahan diri neh wkt kt KLIA bln 6 nnti..=p
Wokey la..my guest bru je cll..they will follow my housemate to my house..bgs gak..xyah aku ssh2 keluar..tp penat je aku bersiap td..huhu..k la..c ya in another entry..wslm..=)
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ade hikmahnye ko kekurangan duit time2 ni..sempena maulid nabi, boleh menghayati sirah..dulu kan nabi ikat perut dengan batu utk tahan lapar..justeru, pengajaran cerita ialah selalulah muhasabah duit..huahauua
wak, nk menghayati sirah nabi..bukannya wkt maulid nabi je..wkt2 lain pn ape slhnya..ni bila ssh bru la nk kmbali melihat sirah..wkt sng..lupa daratan..isk2..ye la..dh insaf dh pn neh..kesimpulannya, slalu la cek balance acc anda..kang x psl2 rasa nk pitam bila nk kuar duit tp x cukup amount..=p
sebab selalu lupa la kesempatan mcm ni ko jgn persiakan..isk2 kan mmg fitrah manusia selalu lupa, haa, bile ada ujian, baru ingat..tu maknanya, Allah masih bg kesempatan utk kita ingat..ko selalu je nak kondem aku..chet..huahauhua
lorr..bila msa la plak aku slalu kondem ko wak..aku cuma mengkritik pndangan, pndapat, idea ko..n ape2 je la yg sewaktu dgnnya..haha..ye la, kali ni aku sokong kenyataan ko tuh..bila ujian dtg bru la nk ingat..tu kn fitrah manusia..kesimpulannya kna la slalu berdampingan dgn shbt2 yg bole ingatkan kte bnda2 baik ni..cth terdekat ko adalah aku..haha..
Salam..
odah..*hugs*..sabar yer..belajar melalui kesilapan..kte pun prnh rs apa yg odah rs tu..sbb kita pun slalu kurang duit dlu2..tp takkan nak mintak mak ayah kan..sian dkt diorg..adik2 rmi lg..simpan sendiri sudah..
Verify,in every difficulties there is relief (surah Al-Insyirah;5,6)..
"dan sungguh akan Kami berikan cubaan kepadamu, dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah2an, dan berikanlah berita gembira kepada org2 yang sabar," (al-baqarah : 155)
*hug byk2*...rindu odah..bila mahu menjejak ke sana?..sigh,,
owh..lupa nk ty cutikah sn?..sehingga ada tetamu dr Glasgow?
salam..
hmm.. pasal duit melayang ni macam bukak air paip je kan.. meluncur laju je.. kekadang tu tak sedar pun bile guna.. rasenye macam guna untuk yg perlu je tapi tengok2 je abis dah.. lebih2 lagi time sekarang ni..lepas bayar tiket flight balik, sedih je tengok balance tu.. walau macam mane pun, kita kene bersyukur kan sebab kita ditanggung kerajaan. kalo takde duit boleh mintak mak (walaupun segan nak mintak at least ade source lain).. ade orang yg lebih tak beruntung daripada kita.. nak sekolah pun tak mampu..
so, same2 la cuba untuk berjimat cermat dalam berbelanja.. kite ni pun kekadang boros gak..huhu..
alahai.. siannye adik akk ni..
biasela tu kdg2 shortage of money. tp jgn biar smpi dh melarat pn xnk mintak tlg sape2..
if u really need it, u can always ask from me, from ur friends... kalau malu pn, sape2 dlm grup usrah lain yg adah feel comfortable with her...
'usrah' kt sini ade, takyah la buat 'usrah' yg jauh risau... ;)
salam ..
thanks 4 all those comments..=)
amie: huhu..thanks amie..*hug-4-a while*..ni 1st time la btul2 xde duit..tp insya-Allah masih bole bertahan dgn duit beberapa sen dlm acc tu smpai hujung bln ni..dont worry k..amie, miss u too..jmput la dtg dublin ni bila berkesempatan..kte kt sini pn x lma..lg setahun stgh lebih skit je..cpt2 dtg sblum kte blk pmc dh..nope, x cuti pn skang ni..tp bdk2 uk yg tgh bercuti..so, my frenz from glasgow tu sja2 dtg..nk melihat2 dublin..tetamu dtg kn membawa rahmat..so, masa dan keadaan bukanlah penghalang utk menerima kedatangan mereka..=D
am: btul am..kdg2 x sdr bila ari2 dok withdraw duit..duit tuh pn slalunya digunakan utk bnda2 pnting je..agak terkejut jugak bila tgk balance yg amat sdikit tuh..tp nk wat cmna..bnda dh jd..so, sbg pengajaran pd msa hadapan..hmm, wkt beli flight ticket ari tuh..dh mntak ayah 200 euro (=rm 1000)..i hope that was d first n d last..mmg la parent kte akan berusaha utk dptkan duit walau mcm mana pn kalu kte mntak..tp kesian la kt parent kte..rasa cam xsmpai hati nk mintak lg pasni..huhu..
kak ika: huhu..dont worry..i'm still ok n mampu lg utk meneruskan kehidupan..hehe..xpe, duit bukanlah segala2nya..lgpun, ujian yg Allah dtgkan ni pn utk mengkifarahkan dosa2 kte yg lalu kn..insya-Allah, i'll be strong to face this situation..n about ur suggestion tuh..rasanya kalu dh terdesak sgt..bru la mntak tlg kwn2 atau ahli usrah kte..i know that they r willing to help me..cuma kte je kdg2 segan nk mintak pertolongan shbt2 sndiri..bersyukur dpt akak naqibah n sahabat usrah yg sntiasa amik berat akan diriku ini..=)
Salam..
Dahlah tu dua2..x yahlah bertekak lidah...kawenkan dua2 karang baru tau...hohohoho..
salam perkenalan..
wassalam
to anonymous: huhu..nk kawinkan sape pulak ni..*thinking*
slm perkenalan kembali..(wpun tatau gerangan siapa yg mnggunakan nick anonymous ni..=p)
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