Blog..wut's it? (It takes some times to think 4 d suitable title..huhu..)

Assalamualaikum..
Akhirnya..i have my own blog..huhu..xpenah terpk pn utk ada blog sndiri..sbb rsa cm mls nk share my story to public..tp tetiba satu ari tu..time xde keje..g la surf blog sorang member ni..it was interesting..n i think i should have one..pasni, bole la post pape story yg best..tazkirah ke..cerpen ke..sajak ke..dis is my blog..so, i can create it in my own way,rite? =)

How's my life going on today? huhu..do i feel regret or upset 4 wut happened today? hurm..ari ni rexult utk exam last week dh kuar..n rsa sedih sgt2..even though i got above d passing mark..but my performance this time is so bad..huhu..wut happen to me? rexult utk exam be4 ni xde la segempak mana..tp still nmpk ada harapan..but, 4 dis subject? huhu..i don't know wut to say..

I know i've tried my best 4 that paper..I stay up for d whole night..tdo 2-3 jam je..but it seems like i dont understand d whole paper? =( so, i can predict 4 dis bad rexult..mmg la sedih..lg2 tgk rexult org lain yg outstanding..kte study..diorang pn study..tp rezki lain2 kan..penah dgr org kata..hidup ni mcm roda..kdg2 kita di atas..kdg2 kte di bwh..

Bila kat atas..slalunya kte xpndg pn org kt bwh..kte pk diri kte dh cukup perfect..sdgkan kte lupa Allah maha adil..kesenangan itu juga merupakan ujian dr-Nya..nk tgk sejauh mana kte bersyukur dgn rezki yg kte dpt..tp bila kte kat bwh..wkt tu la bru kte nk ingat kat Allah..penah dpt sms dolu2..bunyinya lebih kurang cmni.."Sesungguhnya hati yang diuji lebih lunak untuk mengingati Allah.."

Kalu bnda mcm ni terjadi kat org lain..sng je la kte ckp.."Sabar la..insya-Allah bole cuba lg.." tp bila kna batang hidung sndiri..ssh plak nk calm down kan diri sndiri..asyik dok pk 4 d negative side..sdgkan kte tau..Allah sntiasa ada brsama hamba-Nya yg bersabar..bru ujian kat dunia..xdpt bygkan ujian kat akhirat yg berkali2 ganda lebih berat drpd ni..

So,i dont want to regret 4 wut happened today..dah usaha..doa..tawakal..n now dh dpt pn rexultnya..sedih mcm mana pn..kte kna yakin dgn kerja Allah..Manusia merancang..Allah pn merancang..tp sebaik2 perancangan tentunlah drpd-Nya..Sesungguhnya tawakal itu indah jika pergantungan kte hanya pd-Nya..(penah guna utk shout out kat fs)..

k la..penat nk sedih2..it's so hard to write dis blog in a sad mood..I still have an opportunity to get a gud rexult 4 dis subject..i just need to struggle a bit 4 dis coming final examination..xmo main2 dh..I've been here..mmbawa harapan sume org..esp umi dan ayah yg nk anak mereka yg sorang ni pulang dgn mmbawa kejayaan..so, i can't give up at this stage..it still a long journey to go thru..smoga Allah beri kekuatan..

Lastly,thanks to those 4 reading this post till d end..smga kte sma2 dpt manfaat..Ya Allah,aku redha dgn ujian-Mu ini..berilah kekuatan pd hati ini krn sesungguhnya "Hatiku milik-Mu"..Cheer up~

::I asked for Strength.........
~And Allah gave me Difficulties to make me strong.

::I asked for Wisdom.........
~And Allah gave me Problems to solve.

::I asked for Prosperity.........
~And Allah gave me Brain and Brawn to work.

::I asked for Courage.........
~And Allah gave me Danger to overcome.

::I asked for Love.........
~And Allah gave me Troubled people to help.

::I asked for Favours.........
~And Allah gave me Opportunities.

::I received nothing I wanted ........
~I received everything I needed!